well , what i was worried that day really happened :'(
i admitted hospital ! wtf !
my first time 'dedicated' to u , specialist ><
once i admitted , i suppposed to say :
what the fuck! u noe why?
i stop diarrhea and vomit ! [the last time only]
before going into the wad the have to put droplets for me.
OOOHHHH i look at the needle and i keep asking the nurse :
sakit tak??? she answered just lil bit.
it made me more nervous and well it made me weep!
the nurse laughing but 'DONT U KNOW THAT IT'S SO EFFING HURT?!'
urgh... tears rolling down non stop and daddy helped me to wipe <3
i kept the tissue with me until discharged and i threw it =D
when i was lying alone on the paramount bed downstairs while daddy went to registration
i felt thousand loneliness on me.
the loneliness keep telling me you are alone, you are alone.
it really terrified me and made me could do nothing but shed tears.
i hate the feeling so much!!! never be alone!!! i'm really afraid sorry :'(
don understand why the feeling came so suddenly and made me so uncomfortable until i was in the wad
i felt much more better!
what a pity i slept alone for 2 nights.
parents went back home :'( my neighbour such an age more older than could even has husband to accompany
but i am just 16!!! alone!!! pitiful!!! =D
maybe its time for me to be more independent :)
[the thing i'm afraid the most - admit hospital]
my poor little hand is still hurting now. i felt pity for myself >,<
see! poor thing. have to bring this all the way no matter where i went +.=
i dont look ill at all i know =D
thanks my dear janet for accompanying me for almost 2 hours
i knew she was very bored that time as well =D
i was more bored over there.
nothing else i could do other than watching tv and peeing ><
i swear i will take very good care of myself from now onwards :)
i still cannot take heavy food yet. too bad !!!
and i still have to follow up huh!!!
check up this saturday :'(
everyone , please do take good care of yourself okay? ♥
the dengue fevers nowadays are really serious and eerie.
never take it easy. once u are fever muz visit doctor :)
take care guys ♥