i dont know where myself is.
everything at here looks so alien to me.
i had lost myself.
when is my last time of laughing from the heart?
never ever? lost? misunderstand? or what?
i realized that i've never laugh my lungs out since years.
where are you darling?
i am finding you since ages.
i need you. i cant get my true happiness.
i laugh i smile not because of i am happy.
simply because its just a kind of expressions.
something which is funny cannot really make me laugh but others did.
how? i am afraid. what had happened? is this so called growth?
have to go through different stages of problems or whatever? lol
well .. my life is so effing different from others.. that's enough for me.
i am tired :"(
may i choose to leave? :") suffocate.
since u've moved to somewhere far away from me.
i felt so lonely. *although u come back quite often :D*
i miss those time we spent in the class without worries.
we fooled we laughed we played truant we gossiped we sang...
bunny,remember, stay strong. everything will be fine.
although i cant cheer u up or say something nice to you
i can always lend u my 'wide' shoulder to lay on n listen to you :D
after the spm soon everything will arrange back itself.
no worries. just remember my words.
*dont worry , be happy , everything will be fine* =)
about the trial exam.
not as i expected. i want at least an A-
but i got nothing.
all in B! :"(
moderate. all 60++ big sigh!!!
i must work super hard this time!!!
it's the last chance for me to work hard on it!!!!
goodluck friends! its last chance no way back ady.
do your best remember! :)
SPM! here i come! ;)